I've had better weeks than this last one. I was feeling really great and hopeful and great and then BAM! BAM! BAM! I got depressed and tired and hopeless and yeah.... Dealing with emotional issues is hard and definitely hinders my weight loss. I hate how the two are so intricately intwined together.
So I weighed this morning in at 156. Not quite as far along as I wanted to be at this point but still down .8. I gotta pick it up, by Monday I would really like to be 155.
School has been stressful. Yes I said SCHOOL- in the SUMMER. I've never gone to summer school and now I know why. It's really hard to be motivated and I'm just burned OUT! My schedule at work has been not too kind. They have been giving me Mondays and Wednesdays off because I have school and am only available 4 hours in the middle of the day. So it's most convenient for them.
BUT it's really not a day off at all when you're going to school for 6 hours. So what happens is I never get a day off from school and work! There's always something to do. It's one reason I really miss having my Sundays.
Hopefully that will be changing soon. I told them I couldn't work for them if they didn't give me every other Sunday like they promised. They said they would but the new schedule hasn't come out so we'll see if they follow through. I have this sinking feeling they won't, but either way it will work out. In the little spare time I have I've been looking for jobs and I know if this doesn't work out the Lord will bless me with something else.
So yeah. Feeling a little overwhelmed. To the point where it's hard to do anything at all but give up. But I'm still here and I'm getting on.
Love you all my awesome readers! Hope your week is going great!
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Sorry you had a bad week hun! I know it can be stressful to be busy all the time. When I had that kind of a schedule, I made sure to take a hot bath every day (or at least a couple times a week) and that was considered MY time. It's not much, but it helps.
ReplyDeleteI hope this week is better!
PS: If you want to run with me at T-Ville Dayzz this year (I know you don't live in T-ville anymore, but still...) there is a 5K on June 26th at 8:20. $10 to sign up. Tyler, & I will be running.