What to say?

Thanks for the support friends! I started school again, what a nice week-long Fall break I had! Not having to go to school after work was glorious! I'm swamped again and feeling down. But my friend Chrissy told me about a 10k on the 24th and I thought- man! I should be doing that. But you know how long it's been since I ran? The last 5 k I did this past summer. How sad!

I know it's going to get harder with all the holidays coming. What can I do? Maybe I just need something new? Different? Maybe I just need to believe in myself? Planning more would probably help. Not buying sweets would probably help. Having someone pay me to lose weight would probably help! : ) There's something missing. Something I need to really boost me to make the changes, to stick to a plan, to lose weight. I need to find it.

I'm going to do this. Geez it's been hard. I am stuck at about 152 (it's painful to type that). That's 14 lbs. MORE than my best at 138. Oh to see that 1-3 again.
You know, life has thrown me curves this year, lots has happened, has changed. But I can never give up. Someday I will reach my goal. And I determine to make it happen sooner than later.